Guru will use his psychic vision to see if you are meant to study
with him."
By the time Chinmoy accepted the flight attendant, the crafts-person,
and the marine, there were many more applicants to be processed.
Despite the intensity of the recruitment drive, Atmananda found time
to assist certain seekers on a one-on-one basis. Mandy, in particular,
must have exhibited potential because he often spent nights
at her condo.
I figured it was okay for Atmananda to sleep with Mandy,
though it was not okay for me to appreciate her beauty. He was,
after all, an advanced disciple and knew a lot more about these
things than I. (He said on occasion that I could have a girlfriend
outside the Centre, but mostly he said that I shouldn't.)
My perceptions might have changed, however, had I known that he
was sleeping with *numerous* women disciples. My perceptions
also might have changed had I known about the "Bedroom Incident."
When Atmananda first flew with Rachel to La Jolla in search of a rental,
he chose a house with "good vibes"--but with only four bedrooms.
He told Rachel that he would take the large bedroom, that she
would take the dining room and living room areas, and that they
would switch.
But he never allowed her to use the living room.
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