Their brief meeting at the door of the Casino had affected her very
painfully. As he had passed her with a distant bow, a look of shame, of
miserable unease, had come over Count Paul's face.
Yes, Madame Wachner had summed him up very shrewdly, if unkindly. He was
ashamed, not only of the way in which he was wasting his life, but also
of the company into which his indulgence of his vice of gambling brought
him.
And Sylvia--it was a bitter thought--was of that company. That fact must
be faced by her. True, she was not a gambler in the sense that most of
the people she met and saw daily at the Casino were gamblers, but that
was simply because the passion of play did not absorb her as it did them.
It was her good fortune, not any virtue in herself, that set her apart
from Anna Wolsky.
And now she asked herself--or rather her conscience asked her--whether
she would not do well to leave Lacville; to break off this strange
and--yes, this dangerous intimacy with a man of whom she knew so very
little, apart from the great outstanding fact that he was a confirmed
gambler, and that he had given up all that makes life worth living to
such a man as he, in order to drag on a dishonoured, purposeless life at
one or other of the great gambling centres of the civilised world?
And yet the thought of going away from Lacville was already intolerable
to Sylvia.
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